September 2010
2 posts
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I don’t want to be a Ted Mosby…
I’m tired of waiting. I know she’s rushing to me as fast as she can but secretly I do wish she could just hurry up. Is what Ted must must be thinking in the 2nd last ep of season 4.
I love Ted mosby. I’m just afraid I’m him. Always looking for love and being cliched and cheesy and a little tad chauvinistic. Speaking his mind...
It's my Life
I’m taking new challenges each new day. I actually love my life now, except for my late-night sleeping. I love taking up challenges, keeping myself busy and fit and working towards something that I feel is worth it. I’m glad I’m not lazy for the things I love. I’m glad I’m not lazy to study now also. Please please, let me tahan this till next year’s November....
August 2010
7 posts
"I think you're pretty without any make-up on."
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I was born unable to write the way I do now, until I saw my preschool teacher writing in cursive. It began with a stylized ‘a’ and led to an obsession with words and form. Now it is a fully fledged disease of the mind body and soul; I cannot stop writing even when my hands get tired. Believe me, they tire easily because I am.. In the eyes of other users, using the pen wrongly. But my...
Jams was good today. I felt like I could work with a group. Alright, I confess, I’m not so much of a groupie person. I prefer working alone. I am a person with mega high standards for myself when I do things I love. I would go all the way, I wouldn’t stop until it’s done and some people just won’t understand. I don’t like wasting time. I know it isn’t wasting...
I want a daughter. At least a daughter first.
It’s funny to even think about it at this age and at this weird hour of the night.
But yes, I would name her after my sister.
No, that is saying too much. Goodnight.
Talent Scout
I have an obsession with the talents of humankind.
I am continually intrigued, awed and amazed by the feats one can do simply by investing time and effort in it.
I think I am in love with talent more than the person.
In this case, the epitome would be Anna Sophia Robb. I am in love with her impeccable talent to bring a character to life. Forget Zooey Deschanel or Jayma Mays. They are good...
I always think I’m better off not being single and wonder why I’m not already attached. (Or something like that).
But it’s really funny thinking about it cos.. Even though I think I may be myself best when I am in a relationship, I kind of have been going on just fine being single all this while.
I don’t have to worry what happens to you, what is happening in your life,...
Ain't no reason.
I’ve lost track of time. I seem to have lost my footing somewhere along the way.
With Reuben in NS, Ivan in.. work? and Justin being Justin, it’s hard to find my footing anywhere. Feels as if I’ve lost my legs and limbs these days.
At least Wing Chun keeps me sane, and mentally fit, as well as physically fit.
I mean, the 7kg I’ve lost must say something right. LOL....
July 2010
16 posts
Siu Lim Tao. "nuff said.
I'll follow you into the dark
It’s my cousins Jonathan and Leon’s birthday today and yes. Happy birthday!
Yeahh. Went to Science centre to do life-science. Our lecturer is super hot. Seriously. Haha. And friendly too!
Okay. So it ended early at 2pm. Went off to jonathan’s Hse to chill and get rdy the song.
All the cousins had to perform at least one piece.
So..
Ames did the ‘dang ni gu dan ni...
“I’m not good at being single.”
– Ted Mosby
My secret Sin. Is. You.
BEST FUCKING THING TO DO ON A PLANE.
red-dumpling:
silvervonlove:
mhmmango:
obsessionjason:berrybenzedrine:cuntpunt:arthurweasley-:
1. Remove your laptop from a bag.
2. Open the laptop slowly and carefully.
3. Turn it on.
4. Ensure the passenger next to you is watching.
5. Connect to the Internet
6. Close your eyes for a brief moment, open them again, turn your gaze upwards to the sky as if in a prayer.
7. Take a deep...
Okay. So went for Music Min Jams today for the first time.
Had to do ‘My God Reigns’ as a full band and I believe I kinda sucked.
But that’s all part of the learning process. Sadly, I also believe mine will be a very very LONG learning process.
Also, I’m probably jumping back to archery. I’m getting my Nexus back from YiJing. Which puts me at a deficit of 400$....
Too many things going on.
I obviously have many hobbies and stuff I wanna learn.
But I believe I’ve taken it on a whole new level.
I’m back in Archery.
Going into WingChun.
Still playing the guitar and piano.
And I sing too. Actually, singing doesn’t count because I do it anywhere and everywhere.
And my dad wants me to go Tennis.
So yes.
I don’t think there’s enough days...
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My tummy rumbles as the weight gets shed and the muscles get built. Okay. Just the weight shedding will do for now. Lol
I lead my life without you alright. Bye.
This is a tough fight for me. On one hand, my everything wants to feel down and emo and deadish and it’s so easy to fall down and just lie in a corner and cry it off thinking everyone hates you and nobody likes you. It’s easy and so many people succumb to it. They don’t want to get up because of the sheer simplicity of it all. Just cry and feel good.
I don’t want to be...
This post has been here for the past whole day since before World Cup Finals.
So I left it blank and had no idea what to write.
I should get back to watching “How I met Your Mother”. I seriously can relate to Ted Mosby. Actually, I think every viewer is meant to be able to relate so so much for individuality.
Ted Mosby
I feel like a Ted Mosby.
I’ve only just met all the people that I thought I loved with the concept of marriage and love and Sunday soccer practices. I haven’t met the ONE yet. And that alone makes somebody really lonely at nights like these.
I don’t know how my dad, or mom, did it. But they just found each other and it worked out.
I wish I wasn’t a Ted Mosby. Or.. I...
When I grow up and got a family. My kids shall...
That’s really my #1 wish in my longterm goal in my life! SERIOUS.
I guess it’s because I never got to connect with my parents as well as I’d like to. And I love love love children. Like. a fever loves a hot temperature. So yes. I would really love to form a band with my kids. and hopefully my wife is a passable musician too. ;)
We’d be kidrock garage band and I’d...
I'm feeling very very very very hyper active now....
Feels totally refreshed after a good sparring session. Muscles feel worked. Fat feels… like it’s not there for the first 5 minutes in a long while. Head feels clearer not thinking too much. I love this feeling.
Like. Seriously. love. it.
I just learnt something from the series “How I met Your Mother”. NEVER EVER SAY I LOVE YOU to a girl you just met and like. because....
It’s 1:48am and whatever I write has no legal binding because I am not in a clear sate of mind. HAHA.
Okay. I just wanna say I am jealous. Sad. Heartbroken even. That she was not what I thought she was. That she was not deep enough to understand me. Nor is she deep at all. She is simply a shallow person. Perhaps that was what I needed at a time when everything felt like it was drowning....
June 2010
41 posts
I think I’m crazy over you. Not obsessed and can’t live without you crazy, but just looking forward to pass each day to have some semblance of mind that you actually do think of me too.
I’d like to think that when I dream of you, it means you’re thinking of me then. :D
Sounds absurd, but who cares.
I’m tired of thinking what other think of me and my endeavors.
I...
There are nights where I pass it off with a smile.
Nights when I pass it off with tears.
And nights where I simply pass it off.
I want tonight to be a night off with a smile.
You have no idea how many different crazy and absurd feelings rush through my head to make my heart go ‘thump thump thump’ in a matter of seconds when I see the words coming out from you in comic-book speech bubbles.
Okay, this is the kind of inspiration you get when you just woke up after an hour of sleep in the evening.
This is going to go on famously well I am sure.
I am so...
Gahh..
50g of butter short of a Kueh Lapis Cake. Wonderful. And here I’ve got everything ready already.
I just burnt my day. I might as well go sleep now.
COMMON TESTS RESULTS!!
Marine Engineering :67/100
Math EM3B:73/100
Marine Safety: ??/100
Thermodynamics: ??/100
YAY! so far la..
I am not content. There must be more than just this.
I feel so insignificant and small now. I feel so tired and down.
I feel like I’ve not done enough to improve my life at all.
I feel like learning something new again. I have this crazy craving for something new and big and.. new.
I want to get myself fit and strong. I want to get rid of this funny looking tummy quick. I want to...
When you're 19 and you're asked if you're free on...
It’s getting very very tiring to keep up such a chase. But thinking (and watching people on youtube complain about chasing their significant other) has led me to believe that no one likes to be chased. When you’re chased after, you. naturally. instinctively. immediately. RUN. AWAY.
So yes. I never chased the lady I like. I was only labelled as such. I did not vie to impress her, nor...
The Great Lack.
I lack so many skills and things I find that people are looking for in a person.
Be it mundane skills like Mahjong and Soccer to deeper skills like learning to appreciate and empathize.
But the Great Lack I have is confidence. I mean, I have no lack of confidence. I have this great weakness in my confidence. It is easily dented, not easily repaired. It is strong when affirmed but weak when it...
Tomorrow's a new day.
New weight loss regime:
Do waka waka dance x10
Rest 5 min
Do waka waka dance x10
Rest 5 min
Do waka waka dance x10
Rest 2 min
Do waka waka dance + makarena dance as cool down.
Once upon a time,
she taught me what love was,
she taught me what a friend was,
she taught me how to care even when it hurt.
Not so long ago,
she taught me to be wary,
she taught me to be ambitious,
she taught me of money and how it doesn’t feed somebody.
And oh so recently,
she taught me how to be strong,
she taught me how to be patient,
she taught me fashion and the challenge to...
I know it’s late but I can’t help laughing at the fact that me and this girl, must protect identity, washed our bums together! Camp does that to you. It’s not Anything more but I’m lazy to explain. Just thought this deserved to be a funny late night muse. LOL.
bacomm camp was awesomexzxz
Just came back with a tired smile, a thoroughly fatigued body, two very big eyebags and a lot of clothes that need to be washed. And left a kilogram of fat behind at camp for all the work I ran about for.
I have been thinking of you the past few days and the stuff we talk about. I miss you very much. I wish all the time that you could be beside me to smile and know that it was me that made you...
A thousand things you know
Sudden Epiphanies are the trend now.
And I will be cool and calm and so me from now on. Minus the in-confident part though.
:)
Less thinking, behave more like a caveman with a bumming itchy armpit.
Stainer
So I look like an exceptionally short person. So most of my dreams are ever going to come to fruition. I don’t have the thirst to drive a car. I have terrible terrible skin. I have self-esteem issues. I have a crazy knack for singing in the middle of nowhere and getting those stares. I get sensitive many times. I lose focus and digress into very off off-topic issues. I look a little silly...
I am putting my chin up not because it’s easy to, but because I cannot stand to imagine myself having that huge lack of confidence and gusto in my life. I cannot stand looking down on myself all the time and having nothing to say but sad updates about how depressing it is now or whatever.
I treasure the friendship more than childish possibilities of being together because I don’t...
caught up.
thepaperplanes:
so many things, so many thoughts.
just feel messed up, like there are so many things to do.
got to make so many things right.
it feels like there is not enough time and it catching up on me.
damn freaking screwed.
Delia!! I hope everything’s alright there..!
There’s always a way out somehow! Jiayou ok! :D
Time to prepare another cover song. I’m thinking of “Only You Can Love Me This Way” by Kieth Urban.
Honestly, I’ll grow my skin and life back again! I’ve been chasing the wind for nothing all this time when all I had to do was be natural. Happy Days here I come!
It's just so hard to know whether you're worth...
I am happy today. Went to Malaysia for a crazy shopping trip with Alison, Janet, Oswyn, Esther, Eric and Kassey.
I think I ate a grand total of 200 cows and 500 pigs, coupled with a HUGE crab, many many prawns, a multitude of man tou and a lot of insignificant little else. I have officially put myself 3 years behind schedule for a good looking body. WONDERBAR. (Thats German for Wonderful btw,...
It would be wrong for me to say:
I don’t need that girl in my life
I don’t need that girl by my side
I don’t want to talk it out
Or hold her when she cries
I don’t want to say that I’m fine
I don’t to say that she’s mine
I don’t want to tell her
That I love her more than life
More than life..
Yeahh.
I love her more than life.
This is the chorus...
I spent the whole day waiting for you. :( No. I’m just kidding. Though you didn’t come on today, I was busy too. :) I’m actually quite obsessed with communitychannel on YouTube. She has the most interesting topics, the most awesome accent (Asian Australian) and secretly reflects how I like to interact with people in that manner. I can actually imagine myself doing what she does...
I feel really tired.
My Swiss Roll wasn’t all that roll-able. But at least I managed to upload a video today on YouTube.
I’m so very very tired. I’ve been sleeping at 2am for the past 2-3 weeks. I don’t know how long I can carry on. And things aren’t looking up much. And I.. I’m just worn out, beat down and really bloated. So, not a good combination to pass...
