Sepulchure

I don’t want to be a Ted Mosby…

I’m tired of waiting. I know she’s rushing to me as fast as she can but secretly I do wish she could just hurry up. Is what Ted must must be thinking in the 2nd last ep of season 4.

I love Ted mosby. I’m just afraid I’m him. Always looking for love and being cliched and cheesy and a little tad chauvinistic. Speaking his mind out and to himself and giving really cold jokes and raving on about his dreams and plans and correcting people about their English proses. Ted, I don’t want to be you because at 30, you ain’t married yet and you have no clue there’s a whole show watching you live your pathetic life. And that in my horror might so turn out to be me.

It’s my Life

I’m taking new challenges each new day.
I actually love my life now, except for my late-night sleeping. 
I love taking up challenges, keeping myself busy and fit and working towards something that I feel is worth it.
I’m glad I’m not lazy for the things I love. I’m glad I’m not lazy to study now also.
Please please, let me tahan this till next year’s November.
Kali-Majapahit has seriously taken a good turn in my life. I’m learning so much and feeling great everyday just focusing my energies towards improving myself. This sounds so chi-gong. LOL. 
I can’t wait to improve and I can’t wait for the next lesson and I wish there was somebody who could empathize with what I feel now. But no one can. It’s a sad fact. But that’s alright, I don’t expect anyone to.
Today, the movie 124<3 was beautiful. I love the music. I love the acting. I love the effort everyone put. But one thing that bumped me. was.you.
When she said that you still kept my letters, she meant it? I mean, why would she say that? I’m actually not interested in the whys. I’m actually genuinely happy and touched you still keep our letters. I keep them too. They practically fill my drawer to the brim. I keep them under lock and key. It’s silly actually, a whole drawer filled with nothing but letters. Obviously, you still mean something to me. Maybe not in the romantic way, but you sure did have a huge part in making who I am today and I respect and love you because of that.
I’m glad we held a part of history together. The part that’ll die off when we die 70 years or so from now, or… when the internet crashes and machines take over the world. No, if that happened, our story lives on in a weird, evil and diabolical way. nono. okay, I should just stop.
OHYES, I just met Joanna Teh today. Still looking beautiful. :) 

“I think you’re pretty without any make-up on.”